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the holidays... & stuff [31 Dec 2005|02:34am]
[ mood | weird ]

wow. okay so i haven't written in here in months. and it's probably going to be pointless because nobody is going to read this. but i honestly don't care. in fact that might just make it better.

so. the holidays. they have been going well, but if i'm going to keep up with updating this thing again, there's some stuff i need to say before that.

first thing. november 9, 2005 i went to my first yellowcard show and second GA show. it was at the stone pony in asbury park & i was three people away from the front gate. i was standing right in front of mr. ryan key's microphone, less than 10 feet away from him. ohdamn it was amazing. after the show i met pete mosely, sean mackin, longineu parsons III, and yes, ryan key. it was without a doubt the best night of my entire life, so far, at least. they all autographed my ticket, and i showed my bracelets to pete. he liked them a lot. i told them they played a great show and that i'll see them next year. that was before i found out that i'd be going to see them again on january 24th, the day their new album, 'lights and sounds' comes out. shizzzle i am so excited for that.

another thing. i went to nintendo fusion tour the day before thanksgiving. fall out boy, the starting line, motion city soundtrack, panic! at the disco, and boys night out were there. we saw all except panic! at the disco which sucks because i love them, but that's a whole other story. we waited outside in below freezing temperatures in t-shirts and hoodies for two and a half hours, past the time when they were supposed to let us in. it was insane. we wound up sitting in the back of the high school gymnasium on the bleachers. still, it was a good show and we had fun.

now that i've gotten that over with, i don't think there's anything else i need to add before i go on about my holidays. i got lots of rad stuff for hanukkah -

clandestine eastern sunrise hoodie
"the boy with the thorn in his side" (book) by peter wentz
yellowcard knock-out brown tshirt
yellowcard desolate navy tshirt
animal wear kidnap'd tshirt (clothing company of longineu parsons III)
blue fuzzy scarf
green scarf, hat, gloves set
fuzzy socks
2 zip up hoodies
aeropostale tshirt
"li^2" tshirt with "believe" on the back
green zip up hoodie with "blve" on front in a square shape
american eagle sweater cardigan type of thing
ANDD best of all. autographed copy of the 'lights and sounds' cd/dvd. even though it isn't going to come until january 24th. chyea i'm so excited.

today is new years' eve. i can't believe that. it feels like new years' eve 2004 was just the other day, yet so much has happened this year. it's incredible.

i need to fix this place up a bit. even though nobody comes here. oh well, it can look nice for myself. later.</li></ul>

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this gift is my curse for now [25 Mar 2005|02:42pm]
[ mood | sad ]

this song makes me cry. every time i hear it. its so beautiful =]

happy good friday to those who celebrate.. and happy easter too!

i finally saw napoleon dynamite last night, and i don't know why everyone loves that movie. personally, i thought it sucked. the only good part was the herbal breast enhancers and the use of a backstreet boys song. haha..


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rock star [07 Mar 2005|06:08pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

yeah so i redid this page a bit. very spring-ish. <33

the weather today was so beautiful. i was so happy. hopefully the weather will stay like this.. and get warmer and sunnier. i can't wait for spring.

nobody ever writes in their livejournals.. everyone is on xanga. damn..

i got a 98 on my global DBQ on the mongols that i thought i failed. woot.

california, a place they say glistens gold.
i wanna go there and never come back home.

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hot fudge [02 Mar 2005|05:53pm]
[ mood | rocking out ]

i'm baaaaack.

i am officially 15 years and 6 days old. woohoo. i want a cookie.

today was awesome. first thing in school, jesse hands me my beautiful birthday gift -- my yellowcard shirt! i love it.. thank you jesse <333 i would post a picture but i'm wearing it tomorrow anyway..
then lauren comes and gives me back my hot fuss/fudge cd. with a surprise inside - no pads, no helmets, just balls cd by simple plan. yaaayyy!

bio was quite interesting today. learned why girls get pms and what happens during the "menstrual cycle." as i said, interesting.

mrs glass handed back our tests in global. i got an 82. bam! lots of people did bad.. but thats pretty damn good.

in english class we did more of the deus ex machina in Medea. i like the deus ex machina from Donnie Darko a lot better.

lunch.. always fun. adam hunt was being lectured by the rapist on how to rape girls.. probably up on the 4th floor F wing cause in adam hunt's world there is a 4th floor F wing of tottenville high school. me and lauren kept having moments and it was so hilarious. we really annoy dooshie with our moments.. she thinks they are stupid.

funny conversation of today:
melissa, the cool captain: what did u do it on?
yours truly: the bed
melissa, the cool captian: oo..i prefer it on the floor
melissa, the cool captian: ecept then i get rug burn
yours truly: mm yeah

me: ::listening to "smile like you mean it"::
mom: hey lil, whats doing?
me: nothing.
mom: wow, i like this song!

haha.. later <3

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i'm baaaaack. [26 Feb 2005|07:08pm]
[ mood | busy ]


haven't done the livejournal thing in ever. but jesse got one.. and fuckass is getting one.. so i might as well come back and use it. i barely remember how this fucker works. oh well, i'll figure it out.

need to redo this shit. get some Yellowcard on it. heheh.

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My Summer Vacation by Lili [08 Sep 2004|01:33pm]
[ mood | sad ]

For my summer vacation I went to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina.  It was a lot of fun. ok.. start over!

i'm homeee! back from myrtle beach, sc. it was soo much funnn.. we went to the beach practically every day even though we only had three really good-weather days, thanks to hurricane frances. we didn't really get hit a lot but we got a lot of rain and clouds and wind. lately my dad has gotten into fishing again and he found out that his new favorite store had a grand opening across the street from the resort.. "Bass Pro Shops" so he went there about 63 times this past week. one night we were bored so while my dad was in there for about three hours we went shopping in the mall.. it was a pretty cool mall i bought two tees from american eagle and two from aeropostale plus a sweatshirt from there.. i also bought a myrtle beach sweatshirt. on monday we went shopping too because it was raining and i got some sneakers.. i lovee them.. they are vans - navy and the line across the middle is navy but the outlining is baby blue.. they're really cool. on friday night we went to medieval times that was awesome our knight, the black and white knight, was soo hott.. and when he threw the flowers into the audience i was standing up and cheering and he threw it to me! out of the million times i've been there i never got a flower. so i was happy and then later when he came back out i wanted a flower again but i pointed to amanda and my sister and he threw it to them.. he was so sweet lol. he won the tournament i was so happy i've never been on the winning team ^_^ then saturday night we went to dick's.. it's like a bar but its a restaurant too.. the waiters are really rude and they make you wear long paper hats and they basically make fun of you on it they write things about you.. mine said "queen of the A cups" haha. my mom's said "my hair looks like crap" and i told her it did too. sunday we went to carabba's italian grill my fettucine alfredo tasted like shit.. on monday night we went to olive garden it was so great.. and our waiter was so hott... his name is Josh.. i got sunburned a lot over the weekend, especially on saturday.. then it was really cloudy and windy on sunday so i was happy.. and on monday it rained so we went shopping like i said before.. i actually finished my book a wrinkle in time.. yayy! i used jake's picture as a bookmark so i wouldn't miss him.. but i still missed watching his movies. but it was freaky.. on saturday "mad world" [the song at the end of the movie] was on the radio in the car, bonanza was on television [when rose darko asked kitty farmer if she even knows who graham greene is she replies "i think we've all seen bonanza"], and then when we went out that night the song from the beginning of the movie when donnie gets off the bus and walks throughout school was on the radio in the car. it was a very Donnie Darko Day.. heheh. in the apartment before we went to sleep me, sean, amanda and amanda played monopoly.. i owned the whole board [there weren't enough hotels in the box for me lol] .. and then the next night everybody played and dad owned the whole board.. it was funn not just monopoly but the whole week.. well except for the drive there and back.. going there it took about 11 hours i think and coming home we left at 4:00 am and we got lost for two hours and it took us almost exactly twelve hours to get home. we passed the university of delaware and the two amandas were happy lol. we also passed some other colleges too. we passed kings dominion and i thought of when we went there a month ago.. lol. well i guess that's it.. school starts in less than a week!  life sucks doesn't it?

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dumb survey :] [30 Aug 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

*Name? Lili
*B-Day?. February 25
*how old? fourteen
*Sign?. Pisces
*Grade?. Freshman
*Ever done drugs?. nope 
*Been high? sort of
*Kissed?. yes
*Fell in love? yes

*Got any crushes? yes
*Best friends? lots..
*Close friends? more than best
*Who do you most trust? hina or michelle
*Smartest?. me.. lol jk all of us are smart
*Nicest? hina or michelle
*Most artistic? hina or cris
*Meanest? mee lol
*Cutest? i don't know..
*Weirdest? cris
*Loudest? me
*Quietest?. i don't know..

--Last time you..--
*Showered? yesterday
*Brushed your teeth?.afetr i woke up
*Did your homework? the last time i had homework
*Talked online? five minutes ago
*Played a game? with lindsay baskin on the phone.. lol
*Watched a movie? a few hours ago

--Last person you..--
*Hugged?. my mom
*Kissed? jimmy
*Talked to?. my mommy
*Chatted online with? dania
*Hung out with?. hina

--Choose 1--
*Book/Movie?. movie
*Phone/Internet?. phone
*Video game/board game?.. board game
*Coke/Pepsi? neither
*Mountain Dew/7Up? neither
*Roses/Daises?.... roses
*Dogs/Cats?... dogs

*Clothes?. pajamas
*Mood?... discontent
*Taste?... none at the moment..
*Make up?..... none
*Hair?.... messy ponytail
*Annoyance?... my neck hurts from being on the computer
*Smell?.... clean laundry
*Thing I ought to be doing?.. nothing
*Desktop Picture?.. jake gyllenhaal
*Favorite Singer?... thats a toughie.
*Favorite group?..... yellowcard
*Book?... harry potter and the goblet of fire
*CDs in CD player?. mix cd
*Refreshment?... water
*Worry?... getting two teeth pulled tomorrow morning

*What do you think about the way you look? ehh..
*What do you think about your attitude?.. its ok
*What do you think about life after death? nothing..
*What do you think about karma?.. whatever goes around comes around i guess.
*What do you think about love?.... it sucks
*What do you think about fate?.. i'm destined to become a famous actress
*What do you think about yourself? i'm a good person =]
*What do you tell yourself when times get hard? i think of jake and i tell myself that this will be over soon
*What would you give your life for?....my family
*What do you think about your first love?... i love him
*What do you think about the person that first loved you? i love him
*What are you scared of?... death and fire
*What was the saddest moment of your life so far? when my grandpa died
*What would life be without friends? lonesome
*What would life be without family? horrible

--The dream side--
*Do you dream alot at night?.. not really
*Do you dream in black and white or color?. color usually.. but not bright colors
*Do you remember any of your dreams? yes
*What is your dream job?.. famous successful actress
*Where is your dream house?... Los Angeles, California
*Where is your dream vacation?... same as above
*Do you think that dreams are a gateway to your soul?. yes

*Parents names?... stanley and miriam
*Do you live with both of them?. yes
*Any siblings?..yes
*Do you get along with your siblings?... sometimes
*Do you get along with your parents?.. sometimes

--Do you..--
*Write in a journal or diary?...xanga, livejournal
*Keep an organizer?.. no
*Believe in love at first site?...yes
*Believe everyone has a soulmate?...yes
*Traditional God?.... yes
*Believe in everyone?...err..
*Believe in having a good education?....yes
*Believe in horoscopes?..... in a way..
*Believe in yourself?..... yes
*Name a lyric that suits you best?.. i'd need some time to think about that.
*Cry easily?.. in a way
*Believe in Heaven?. yes
*Believe in Hell?..... not really

*Day of the week?...depends
*Ice Cream? vanilla
*Movies? Titanic, Donnie Darko, The Day After Tomorrow, October Sky, Austin Powers in Goldmember
*Actors? Jacob Benjamin Gyllenhaal, Mike Meyers
*Actresses? Maggie Gyllenhaal, Jennifer Aniston,..
*Quote? "Sometimes love is calm and easy, and sometimes it's just plain dirty." - Jake Gyllenhaal, and "You're such a fuckass." - Jake Gyllenhaal as Donnie Darko
*Songs? back to your heart - backstreet boys, believe - yellowcard, way away - yellowcard, only one - yellowcard, back home - yellowcard
*Holiday?.... Hanukkah or Passover
*Season?.... spring/summer
*Colors?..... orange and baby blue like Jakie's eyes 
*School subject?.....math A with ms. burgher [aka mrs. roinestead] or science with ms. nowicki

--When you hear ___ you think of..--
*Baseball?... the Yankees
*Dog?.. Jimmikins
*Warm apple pie? ew..
*Socks?.. skeevyyyy
*Fish?... eww
*Swimming?...Michael Phelps.. mmm
*Bologna?.... Oscar Mayer and yumm
*Giant Eagle?..... symbol..

--Creative Q's--
*If you had the choice to spin around the sun or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?.... the sun.. i've always wondered about it
*If you could be doing anything right now, what would it be? being right with Jake Gyllenhaal
*Would you ever share your heart completely with someone? yes
*Which sense could you not live without and why?. i don't know..
*Have you ever written on a mirror? no
*If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why? i don't know
*Do you prefer to sleep outside beneath the stars, or your cozy bed?...my bed
*What is the most beautiful thing in the world? Jake Gyllenhaal's body
*Name one person who changed your life for the better? Jake Gyllenhaal
*What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?.... Jake Gyllenhaal
*If you could meet anyone past, present, dead or alive who and why?.... Jake Gyllenhaal
*What makes you, you? Jake Gyllenhaal

*Hair color?..... blondish brownish
*Eye color?....green
*Skin color?..... pale
*Do you get tanned?..not really
*Do you have big ears?....i don't think so.. lol
*Do you have glasses or contacts?... nope

--Am I A..--
*Class clown?... no
*Goodie 2 Shoes?...sometimes
*Biaaaatch?....i can be

--Have I ever?--
*Eaten an entire box of Oreos?.yep
*Gotten in a car accident?..no
*Watched "Punky Brewster"?..no
*Hiked a mountain?...yeah
*Death Valley on horse back?.....no
*Stayed home on a kiss saturday night just cuz?.....what?

--This or That--
*Paper or Plastic?..... plastic
*Deaf or Blind?...neither
*Truth or dare?....depends
*Night or day?...depends
*Beavis or butthead?...i always liked butthead better
*Ocean or pool?...depends
*Cake or pie?..... cake.. unless its my oreo pie
*Chocolate or Vanilla?.....depends
*Cats or Dogs?.....dogs
*Love or Lust?..... love
*Pancakes or French toast?...PANCAKESSSS
*Bitter or Sweet?....sweet
*Silver or Gold?.....gold
*Smoker or Non?.....non
*Diamonds or Pearls?..... diamonds
*Hugs or Kisses?.....depends
*Bacon Bits or Croutons?.. croutons
*Shaken or stirred?....shaken
*Taco or Burrito?..... taco
*Complex or simple?.....simple
*Armageddon or Independence Day?...Independence Day
*Batman or Superman? Superman.. Jake was supposed to play Superman.. I don't think he's going to though
*Nacho Cheese or Cooler Ranch?.. cooler ranch
*Sun or Moon?....depends
*X's or O's?...depends
*Ice crushed or cubed?....depends
*Showers or baths?....depends
*Ketchup or mustard?....ketchup

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it's just one of those days.. [26 Aug 2004|11:55am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

this god damn computer is annoying the shit out of me with all these pop-ups.. and i'm bored out of my mind. last night moonlight mile was on TV so of course i wanted to watch it.. but then when i get to the channel it says i don't have it on my tv. i was so pissed off.. last night dad forgot to get me ice cream from carvel.. wednesday being buy one get one sundae night.. so then amanda comes home with ice cream for me.. how sweet. more later.. =]

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summer days *|* [23 Aug 2004|11:34am]
[ mood | bored ]

i really don't know how people do it - they stay home during the summer. i could never. one day and i'm bored out of my mind. anyways..yesterday i went to the mall with amanda and lauren that was fun. me and lauren were picking out really ugly mismatched outfits for amanda while she was in the dressing rooms. it was hilarious.. they had a lot of really cute tees in aeropostale.. :mental note: go to aeropostale when school shopping :end of mental note: i'm eating canteloupe.. yumm. another thing i'm doing is trying to ward off the pop-ups. my computer definitely has a weird virus or something.. the popups never stop. even when i'm not online.. anyways.. i'm incredibly bored! i was going to just spend the day watching movies.. until tonight when i'm forced to go out to my aunt's house. but i think i'll save movie day for tomorrow. some jake, some titanic.. it's all good. maybe some austin powers too. i have a new favorite movie - donnie darko. titanic still is my number one favorite.. but donnie darko is cool. ahh this song is so sad that i'm listening to.. err i have nothing else to blab about.. ooh i know what i'm doing for vacation - myrtle beach for five nights and six days maybe seven.. funness. the best thing is medieval times! yess i can't wait that should be fun. ok now thats it.. later sk8ters.

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last day of camp.. [20 Aug 2004|07:12pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

today was the last day of camp. it was sort of relieving, knowing i don't have to watch over the kids anymore, stand out in the hot sun, deal with annoying people :cough:ben:cough:, wake up early, etc. but it was much more sad than relieving. as much as they annoyed me and pissed me off sometimes, i'm going to miss the campers so much. especially my munchkin noah lancia. i love him. and i'm going to miss everybody else in k'ton ton group five.. the counselors too.. kelly, marissa, gillian.. ahh i miss it already. i might get to babysit for zoe i'm happy about that i love her so much. michelle is leaving for her cruise tomorrow.. lucky shelly. she's going to beautiful bermuda! went there last summer.. sickness. it's so pretty there. well anyways.. thats pretty much it i got two teeth pulled yesterday it hurt like fucking hell.. well afterwards it did.. i couldn't feel my face until about ten thirty this morning. it feels weirddddd. buh bye..

i l0ve jake gyllenhaal <3

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vacation time. [15 Aug 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]

virginia was fucking awesome. i wrote a novel about it in here on friday.. but then aol had to be gay and delete it all. so all i'm going to say is it was fucking awesome and it was definitely the highlight of my summer..

i was bored and i came across this.. yess its a dumb survey but they are fun when you're really bored..

x\\ spell your name backwards: ilil [how complicated]
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you
: no but i relate to some songs well
x\\ what song makes you cry:
believe - yellowcard
x\\ what song makes you happy
: certain songs
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?:
back to your heart - bsb [i can relate to it so much]
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep:
my television usually
x\\ hair color:
x\\ piercings
: 4 ear holes
x\\ tattoos:

Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing:
i'm not wearing any.. i'm wearing shorts dont worry people.. they're baby blue soffes
x\\ what song are you listening to:
some old song that's on the radio station my mom is playing
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?:
fruit punch kool aid
x\\ whats the weather like?:
cloudy.. it was raining before
x\\ how are you?:
x\\ get motion sickness?:
x\\ get along with your parents?:
sort of
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend
: not at the moment
x\\ have a big regret:
yes.. long story.

Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show:
boy meets world
x\\ conditioner:
pantene pro-v
x\\ book:
harry potter and the goblet of fire by jk rowling
x\\ non-alchoholic drink:
chocolate milk!
x\\ things to do on the weekend
: movies .. or other things with my friends

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law
: yes
x\\ ran away from home:
no i've thought about it though
x\\ snuck out of the house:
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping:
x\\ made a prank phone call:
fuck yeah.. i'm tour guide barbie!
x\\ tipped over a portapotty:
um no..
x\\ used your parents credit card:
yes.. but she gave it to me to use it so i guess it doesn't count
x\\ skipped school before:
hell yes
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath:
i've dazed off but not completely
x\\ been in a school play:
yes!! mrs. greer in annie in fourth grade; a munchkin in the wizard of oz in seventh; and a fan club member in bye bye birdie in eighth
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend:
x\\ had ch
ildren: no and i'm keeping it that way for some time.. lol michelle
x\\ had a hard time getting over someone:
hell yes
x\\ been hurt?:
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days:

Random . . .
x\\ have a job:
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now:
mix cd from shelly
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?:
orange, macaroni and cheese, or sky blue like jake's eyes
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy:
i don't know

When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter:
x\\ got an email:
when i first got online and checked my email
x\\ thing you purchased:
glenn's plant
x\\ Tv program you watched:
the making of catch me if you can
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters:
little black book
x\\ kissed:
x\\ hugged:
myself lol
x\\ song heard:
some oldie from my mom's radio station
x\\ place you were [ besides home ]:
x\\ phonecall:
my brother
x\\ you were depressed:
x\\ you were in the hospital:
long time ago

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car:
vroom vroom vroom lol
x\\ murder:
x\\ cape:
x\\ penis
: mmm
x\\ cell:
x\\ shoe:
x\\ fun:
x\\ crush:
x\\ music:
music notes
x\\ chalk:
my crush

The Basics
What is your full name:
why.. so psychos can come murder me? i don't think so
What is your date of birth:
february 25
Are you in school now:
nah i passed all my classes.. no need for summer school
If so, what grade are you in:
How many sisters do you have:
 una hermana
How many brothers do you have:
uno hermano y un perro
Are your parents still together:
Do you like your parents:
i love them
you like to go places with your family:
depends where
Do you have any pets:
How did you come across this survey:
a friend's xanga
What time is it right now:
5:42 pm

About your friends
How many friends do you have right now:
How many good friends do you have:
a bunch
Do you have a best friend:
yes.. a few
Who is your smartest friend:
me! lol.. nah but they're all smart
Who is your dumbest friend:
i won't make anybody feel bad =] but nobody is cause we're all smart asses
Who is a friend who's really smart but acts like a dumbass:
jessica.. blondie
Do you have more guy friends or girl friends:

About Online Journals
Do you have an online journal
: yep
Do you have more then one online journal:
How many online Journals do you have:

do you tell everyone that your a buff jock when you are really a nerd:

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its finally here .. [08 Aug 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]

the day i've been waiting for all summer is finally here! us cit1s are all packed up and ready for tomorrow. virginia! i'm so excited and happy. it took forever to pack.. lol. it'll be so much fun.. kings dominion, water country usa, busch gardens.. sickness. i got a bunch of snacks and i brought so much stuff that doesn't fit in my suitcase.. it's funny. my suitcase is enormous..

today i watched the good girl for the fourth time. i was going to watch lovely & amazing again just to see the few scenes that jake is in.. but i decided against it since it was a stupid movie. no offense.. i realized yesterday i've seen more of his movies than i thought: the day after tomorrow twice, october sky three times, the good girl four times, lovely & amazing, and an hour and forty minutes of donnie darko twice. i need to see bubble boy! lol.. i've heard it was hilarious and really great..

yesterday was the first annual covington circle block party. it was okay i guess.. michelle and me made it fun. i invited a bunch of people, but one was grounded, another was on vacation, another said she'd come but never called back to tell me she wasn't, etc. mom got a lot of food.. it was great. then michelle slept over that was funnn. we camped out on my bedroom floor. the entire day we could barely sit down because our legs were KILLING us from bending down all day to pick up the rings or bean bags at the camp carnival on friday [the day before]. i guess the good thing about it is muscles! yayy. the best part of the day was korks, jips, and :bleep:s. michelle you know what :bleep: is.. but i can't say it because everybody knows what the word means lol. the next best part of the day was the fireworks. they were really cool. another plus was the hott dj guy.. not the fat one though. michelle says she gets the hott one and i get the fat one.. lovely.

well thats it for a week.. see you friday! buh byeeee.

i l0ve jake gyllenhaal <3

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d0nnie dark0 fever [05 Aug 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

just yesterday afternoon i was saying how i'm so pissed that i haven't seen donnie darko: director's cut and when i got out of the shower last night guess what was on.. donnie darko [the original]! haha funny shit. i was so happy it was on.. but it started at 9:00 and i got out of the shower at 9:40. so i saw an hour and 20 minutes of it. i didn't understand it so i was hoping it would be on again tonight and i could watch the whole thing but i don't think its on.. damn it. i looked at the tv guide and i didn't see it. >D anyways.. today was interesting .. lol. long story, but its not too important so i won't mention anything else. three days till virginia! woohoooo!

i l0ve jake gyllenhaal <3

i find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had..

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[01 Aug 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | good ]

whoa.. lots to update on.. on monday us cits went to splish splash water park in long island. it was pretty fun. michelle and jess saw a kid that went to their school, nick.. it was really funny. tuesday was a group day.. nothing really exciting there. wednesday.. CLUBBING TIME! haha.. we went to a club in long island.. [we've been to long island like sixty times this summer].. it was awesome. i loved my outfit.. it was great lol. me michelle and jessica danced the whole time.. mostly on the stage. that was so funn. we asked a group of guys to dance at one point before we started dancing on the stage and they are like "no, we don't dance" so we're like fine, your loss. then later on when we were on the stages "tearing up the dance floor" they were staring at us with open mouths. they regretted it so much.. that happened twice when we asked guys to dance. it was hilarious - for us, not them. they were jerks though.. they deserved that feeling of regret when they saw the guys from camp dancing with us lol. jess finkel was having so much fun.. she was looking forward to the club for like ever.. lol. at one point her and melanie were dancing on one of the stages and jess c michelle and me were on the other one. we had a "dance contest" .. i think we won though lolol. we forced lauren and rachel onto the stage even though they really didn't want to lol. it was soo much fun. it sucks how the guys there were really ugly and the cute ones were jerks. as a finishing statement for the night "guys finally noticed we're girls." and ever since then, they haven't left us alone. hehe michelle and jess.

then after coming home at twelve we had to get up bright and early the next day for DORNEY PARK! i love dorney.. we went on anything and everything. of the roller coasters, i mean. we went on steel force, laser, talon three times [twice in the front row.. sick ass roller coaster], revolution.. we played games and jess won me a frog.. yayy. we went into the arcade i got like 200 tickets.. so i got michelle and jess "best friends" mood rings.. except they didn't have any more so michelle got "angel" and jess got "spoiled". i got amanda a "sisters" ring.. its cute. we had so much fun.. the best part of the day was going on talon the third and final time.. michelle jess and me in the front row. SICKNESS.

yesterday was a group day.. it was a lot of fun at one point though - lunch. michelle jess and me were sitting by my group and some of my boys [brandon and jesse] point to jess and say she's pretty. it was so cute so we laughed and then i asked them "do you think i'm pretty?" and they said "no!" i put on my best sad face and then noah, my munchkin, goes "i think so Lili!" and i'm like aww and he comes and gives me a hug.. then jesse did too lol. it was the cutest thing. romance was blooming in k'ton ton yesterday.. two girls in michelle's group like noah [he likes one of them], a bunch of girls in jess's group like a kid in her group, a girl in michelle's group is "dating" jesse.. its soo funny and cute. i'm gonna miss them so much i love them! that night i went to a yankees game. we had box seats it was so much fun i spent most of the time eating lol. the food was really good the borough president was in the box next to us that was cool. i took a picture with scooter lolol. the game was kind of boring both teams sucked but the yankees kicked ass the muckdogs lost 9-1 i think was the final score. funny. =]~

i went food shopping with mommy today :fun: and i made her buy the good girl lmao. it was cheap and i wanted it so she bought it. yayy. bye for now readers.

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vote for Jake! [25 Jul 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | good ]

they're doing a new got milk? ad and it's between Lindsay Lohan, Kanye West, Gwen Stefani, Jake Gyllenhaal, Kirsten Dunst [that bitch], and Clay Aiken.. everybody please vote for Jake he really deserves it.. i hate milk but i'd drink it any day if he was on the ad.. vote here for him. right now clay is winning.. i mean i love clay and everything but i think Jake is better for the ad. he's such a got milk? guy. =]~ please vote for him guys..

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trouble in paradise... [22 Jul 2004|08:11pm]
[ mood | worried ]




can you believe it? they were like a match made in heaven.. well a better match would be Jake and me.. but still they were so cute together and they loved eachother so much and they had a house and a dog and everything. how cute is that? and then they break up.. i swear, if kirsten broke up with him.. i'd kill her for hurting my man. he's probably so hurt and upset right now. poor jake.. my mom told me but i didn't believe her until i read my email and i read from my fellow Gyllenhaalics that they did. i have an excuse for not knowing - i was at a baseball game. but anyway back to jake.. i really wonder what could have happened to make them change their minds?

that's their dog, Atticus. another thing i wonder: who keeps the dog? lol.. whoever reads this [i doubt anybody does] must think i'm so crazy for being so worried about them. but they were doing fine, just the other day i read they were so deeply in love. what happened? but thank goodness it did, he should go with me. ;] i'm not sure that would ever happen, but hey, anything's possible. i can dream, can't i? [even though i know its so pathetic..]

buh bye..

i l0ve jake gyllenhaal <3

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braceface.. [18 Jul 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | content ]

i'm getting braces on tuesday! orange ones lol.

i saw The Good Girl on friday night at michelle's house it was so sad but it was a good movie. jake was so great in it.. then yesterday morning we watched The Perfect Score it was an ok movie, i thought it would be a little better. it was confusing though like you had no idea what was going on some of the time. yesterday i went to Jones Beach with amanda, joe, and mommy. it was funn i got a little more sunburn but not much. today i went to buy my graduation present: birthstone ring.. but the place was closed. i was so pissed.. well enough for now, it's dinnertime! =]~

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which Jake Gyllenhaal character are you? [05 Jul 2004|12:31pm]
DONNIE DARKO: Donnie Darko

You are one weird kid. And I mean that in a good
way. You sleep-walk and a man in a rabbit suit
tells you to commit violent acts.

/// Which Jake Gyllenhaal character are you? \\\
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*countdown till Donnie Darko Director's Cut* = 18 days!
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DDDC!! [03 Jul 2004|08:59pm]
[ mood | excited ]


i absolutely cannot wait. i'll be dead by then.. i can't fucking wait to see it... =]~

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everything changes [01 Jul 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

i think its weird.. how suddenly this past year my entire personality has changed. i look back on how i was last year and i must admit i was a complete moron. i paid $30 for a lousy plain T-shirt because it had a small little D on the side of it and i bought clothes because they said a certain label. man was i stupid! i'm so glad that i've realized how dumb i was. but seriously.. i have changed incredibly. i love who i am now.. i've been described as down-to-earth, great, thoughtful, sweet, hilarious, crazy, and wacky. i think those are some pretty good qualities. :]

look what i just found: the things in bold are true:

01. I have a cell phone
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner.
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.

17. I like the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person. 
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual
28. I have have more then 1 pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.

35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.

38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy
40. I have a lot of drama
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents. 
44. I love the beach!!!!!!!!!!!!
45. I have had the chickenpox                                                                     
46. I'm excited for the future.

47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.

57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.

63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John mayer.
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. --
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.

72. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.

83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!! ( may i add hott ?!? ) 
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.

91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever
96. I LOVE music.
97.  i dont know what happened to # 97

98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of  CERTAIN people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. I need a boyfriend.

haha.. pretty long. i'm redoing my xanga.. trying to make/find a new Jake layout. but don't worry i won't be changing my livejournal for a while.. look at those eyes <3 haha..

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